Mad Handle

I’ve been bemused by time living in a life that has been left behind
All day I race and fight never seen a sight of a light
Too tired to gain my sane nothing I can do but to feel insane
No one there to help me stand surviving it all with my own hands

To feel my frustration crushed on my bones
I need some attention to patch up the hole
The slit on my wrist I bleed but subsist
Free all the guilt release all my pain

Am I wanted? Am I needed?
Have I truly been embraced?

Touch the lips and hide the sun craving such salvation commend these cries
Cold as steel pretends my mind struggling in existing this mad handled life
Stab the veil of ruined times heal my regression delete this stage
I must be forgetting something exuberance of breathing is an endowment from above

I feel my conviction wrapped in my days
I quest for solutions I thirst for a rest
Convey all the truth this gift I couldn’t hide
Recede all the guilt let loose all this pain

It’s the sickness encompassing
Every part of my being

Take me I’m falling apart
Bring out the soul from the dark
Raise me this curse I couldn’t find
Give me much strength in the heart

ribbon devise

She breathe into Me
but heaven's too far
I want to live a lie
shining without light
I make Myself lost
a scratch on My pith
a thought in My head
of not long ago...
"I will not leave You
please don't leave Me."

this life is designed for You
don't shed tears, be strong for Me

when everything in life seemed so dull
You make it so beautiful, You're so incredible.

She's still into Me
hope is still alive
I want to live this life
with You in My glimpse
My eyes were still riveted
of visions of You
a thought in My head
I whisper to the world
"I'll always be with You,
please be with Me".

this love is devised for You
don't shed tears, be strong for US.

if You take off My eyes, You'd still be beautiful
You've shown Me the horizon, You made My life so bright.

I'll catch all my fears and I
will die with You cause WE belong.

the only name I can speak is YOURS.